man, you *totally* nailed the feeling - this is just spot-on! But I think it's that coronafeeling. That weird mental numbness that comes from the combination of isolation, uncertainty, threat, change and so forth. That thing that means all those jobs/hobbies/special things that we just needed the time to do… still haven't been done. That thing that lets me sit on the sofa reading AmIThe Asshole on my phone instead of getting to my computer and finishing my story or sorting out my painting box and doing some acrylic work or going into the garden to make a start on achieving what I have in my head.
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