That weird mental numbness that comes from the combination of isolation, uncertainty, threat, change and so forth. becoming increasingly restless about things that we've had to substitute for our 'real lives' My gosh. Your words resonate with me so much! The way we keep wanting to do things 'if we only had time' still not being done...it makes me feel useless in a way that normally wouldn't happen because perhaps I'd be busy otherwise.
I miss that feeling of solidarity. It just makes me feel so disconnected from everyone. And I feel you on the blue.